I've already been talking about my struggle to have a baby, but I thought I would start an "official" diary of the doctors appointments, meds, cycles, etc. It may get a little personal, but if you're O.K. with it, so am I.
I finally "started" today for the first time since April. I don't know why I have been so off lately. I've still been taking all of the same medications. My doctors have no explanations either. In a day or two I will start another round of chlomid to try and get me to ovulate. I am feeling VERY skeptical because chlomid has never worked for me, but I've never combined it with the metformin that I am taking every day to normalize my hormones. I'm really not expecting anything, but just giving it a shot. It is so hard to keep yourself calm and not get your hopes up. My hopes are ALWAYS up and that's why with every failure I am heartbroken.
I was going to take the whole summer off of infertility treatments. One, because my doctor is in Minnesota and two, because I needed a break from the emotional roller coaster. I realized that this summer wasn't panning out to be much of a "break" from the turmoil that I've been feeling ever since this ride started. So, I took a trip to my doctor here and she is getting me going again.
I'll start the chlomid in a couple of days and I am supposed to monitor my temperature daily to see if it goes up at all. Please, please, please...
So, here we go.
Never Giving Up,
Halley
P.S. TTC= trying to conceive
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Halley, I think you are stronger than you think. Just being able to share this with others is amazing to me, I don't think it is something I could do. I will still be praying for you and hope the combination of drugs is helpful.
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